I know how close you and your mother were.

[contemplative music playing]

She told me many times. She just had something else in mind for you.

[woman 1] What is this?

[man 1] She wanted you to open it when you were alone.

Do you have a DVD player?

[woman 1] Yeah. In the closet next to the VCR and butter churn.

[sighs]

["Dreams" by Hana Vu playing]

[woman 2] Hey, Bean. Last week, I was getting my affairs in order. I found this list. I know you were only 13 when you wrote it, but it is a map toward your best self. As a life motivator, this is kind of genius. Really? "Go all out in a mosh pit. Play one-on-one with a New York Knick."

[woman 3] Aw.

[woman 4] "Do standup comedy."

Walk me through that.

[heckler] You're not funny.

[feedback whines]

[woman 2] Every time you check off something from the list, Brad is going to give you one of these DVDs. 

♪ Everyone you love never dies ♪ 

Are you kidding me?

[woman 3] This is totally crazy. But I trust your mom. It's like I've fallen down this weird rabbit hole of family secrets … Dad, you can't drop a bomb like that and walk away. … private detectives, becoming friends with a lawyer.

[man 1] So we're friends now?

Shh. 

♪ Every night is beautiful ♪

[woman 2] “Find true love.” Why do I have a horrible feeling you've given up on that one too? 

So, you and Alex. You talk like there's something wrong with you. That's bullshit.

[woman 2] Life is beautiful and messy and complicated. Sometimes it doesn't look the way you think it's supposed to look. Keep going. 

♪ And no, it doesn't hurt to be alive ♪

[screaming] OK, “learn to drive, get a tattoo.” You can skip those. Please, dear God.

Oh! Shit.

[toy squeaks] ♪ It doesn't hurt to be alive ♪